My post on my daily walk of shame, really made an impact on many of you. I didn't think that blog was that special, but many of you have commented on it and have often referred to it, in our exchanges.
I still do it every day and I have to say, that the shame still lives on, however I do walk with my head a little higher each day.
However it is my walk of shame and I know it well.
It is something I do everyday and it belongs to my routine and ritual.
The walk is short and relatively unexposed, so its as good as it gets, given the place I work.
However it is all set to change. You see as of next month, I am moving building. And I have yet to find the way to discretely arrive at work with my cap on and swiftly change to my hair in the minimum of time. Aggggggggggggghhhhh!!
Something so simple, is causing me so much stress.
I am even considering cycling to work in my wig, to avoid any unwanted interest and looks. Surely there has to be a solution. Most likely there will be, once I have done a bit of discovery.
But the point is, that this move is stressing me. Causing me to panic. And I am sure no one else in the world would consider this. Clearly there could be other reasons for stress eg new colleagues, new sounds, new logistics, but this panic belongs only to Alopecians.
I will let you know how it goes, but for now I will do a little more worrying.
I empathize with this......very hard .
ReplyDeleteI can't wait however until the point where for you it is not a struggle because you don't need to hide it. I truly believe that this is inside of you and you will access that pure peace one day. At wok and everywhere around you. It will be the finale of your journey-your orchestra.
Personally as you know I am living my own finale of many things...the final step to peace...soooooooooooooo hard, but I really think I will get there somehow.
Maybe I am wrong-but maybe I am right too?
LK