I like this life.
This life of domesticity.
I look out of the freshly cleaned windows and enjoy the garden.
Could I do this longer? Absolutely.
Much longer? Possibly.
I think I could.
So what would I miss?
The high heels and nice dresses. The coffee chats and office gossip.
The feeling of being someone, beyond wife and mother.
The deadlines and presentations.
The interviews and decisions.
Could I trade it in?
Right now I say yes.
But could I really.
Probably not.
I am good in the office, navigating the political playground and helping decisions be made in the benefit of the people.
So whilst I enjoy the final few days, I dream a little of another life, but it is a dream. One that I enjoy right now and know it is just a dream. Well for now at least.
Maybe my dear..you can have both?????
ReplyDeletewhen we get together live..this will be our "Jacuzzi" discussions (for us both)
Kate