Anyway, it seemed like there was lot was going on in my world and stuff was all over the place. After listening to me for a while, she said it sounded like I had a big head!! This made me laugh, as it described very well how I felt!
Every possible outlet was complicated and no one thing seemed to be working.
I was not in a desperate state by any means, more in a reflective mood. However my friend gave me direct and simple advise.
"You need to take control" she said clearly and poignantly.
Take control of yourself
Take control over the situation
Take control of the things that need to be controlled.
Then it all came abundantly clear. Waiting for someone or something else to decide or make the decisions for me was causing this unnecessary stress. My usual tactic of waiting for something to emerge, was simply not working.
So as the clouds moved away, I got a glimpse of the sun. I am now going to grab the reins and drive this goddman thing where I want it to go....
you go girl!
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