Ok, so sometimes, I can lose my temper.
I confess, sometimes it may not be warranted.
But this time, I got so angry.
It was not really the persons fault, but she was clearly not understanding my deep and intense need.
I needed a place to hide, for just 1 minute, but she kept telling me that the toilets were opposite the reception!! For heavens sake woman, that's not helpful!!
Of course, the poor woman was doing her best and I was rude. Sorry lady!!
So here is the story.
I was arriving later than my colleagues in Slovakia, they had neded to be there a day earlier. My colleagues are really a great bunch and although we are only in the early stages of getting to know each other, I think we are off to a good start. They are all men, which for this story is slightly relevant.
So as per usual practice, I got into a taxi to the hotel. On arrival I sauntered in, heading as usual, to the reception desk. Now I don't know about you, but I enjoy travelling in my comfy stuff. I also often wear my trainers/running shoes as they are a pain to pack. Remember this post! And of course, one of my cute little caps. So in short, I don't look great. Definitely a far cry from my usual high heeled, lipsticked, suited and booted, corporate uniform.
However rather than going straight to the room, which is usual practise, I realised my colleagues were all huddled together right next to the reception having a meeting. Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am dressed all wrong.
My first reaction was to hide!!!
For some bizarre reason, I felt that I could not let them see me like this. Especially with the hat on!!
I had to hide.
So I said the lady behind the desk, "Where can I change?". She pointed to the toilets, opposite the reception desk, ie right next to my collegues. I said, "Are there any other toilets, as I can't use these?".
Clearly she was puzzled, but again repeated "The toilets are over there".
A few attempts later, she kept saying with increasing loudness, that the toilets were over there!!
Woman do you not understand, I can not walk over there!!!!
So in a fit of rage, I whipped off my hat right in front of her, exposing my shiny egg head and roughly put on my wig. "That's why I needed a place to change", I rudely said to the lady, before storming off.
I mean what a childish way to behave! Clearly my colleagues would not really care about my appearance and also imagine if they had seen the charade, surely that would have been a million times more embarrasing than them seeing me in a hat and trainers!
Anyway thats my alopecia story for the day.
I think the lesson learned is, that I should really start to care less, about my work colleagues seeing me in a hat. The alternative in this case was seriously considerably worse.
OMG!!!!!! This is crazy girl:)
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine you doing this at all (I would have totally done the same though:)
I wish wish wish wish that you did not care as much....but I know you do...and I know I come from a place where I have no idea.
The fact is you look soooo beautiful in those cute little caps...
xox
Lauren